"Unorganized Thoughtz!"

Having an “ill-defined” multi-symptomatic”, “multi-chronic”, “multi-systems” disease is (in my humbled opinion) is as if I am walking through life without direction or purpose!

One minute, I feel as though, I am doing “ok”; whatever or however “ok” may be defined and in an instant, the pains are delivered throughout my body like a “wildfire” may spread on dry grass!

Physically, this is challenging to put it mildly! Then on top of that; it is mentally fatiguing and equally challenging!

As I am writing this; my mind wonders when will there be a cure or at least a better understanding of these illnesses and/or “multi-systemic” issues happening within my body.

I am proud to have served my country and still do in advocating for veterans’ benefits & healthcare; however, my life has twists & turns many will never understand!

This is frustrating to say the least! I love my family; each & everyone; however, during the times when I am attempting to advocate for a better quality of life for all, I am gone or busy. When I return, recuperation takes time; time away from the family I love so dearly!

I pray for understanding, deliverance & above all; a cure for this seemingly debilitating illness!

Enough for now…blessings to all who read & listen!

Love, Loyalty & Respect,

Samz

"Pain, Pain Go Away!"

Pain, Pain Go Away!


Do NOT Come Again Another Day!


I Wish I May, I Wish I Might,


Get Rid of this “FR%$^&*KN” PAIN TONIGHT!